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[ Monday
Apr 11th 2005]
wow i dont think i would ever say this but i dont think im ever gonna update again. I might sometimes but not for a long time because i have nothing i want to say anymore...im tired of this. so you guys dont have to bother with my livejournal for now. Peeece homies <3
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[ Tuesday
Mar 29th 2005]
Today was an awesome day,im so proud of my sarah nicohl.She was able to overcome alot of things that she never thought she could.today is the day that she put it all behind her and now its just in the past..and its never coming back into her life.gosh i love you sweetie <3333333 HURRRR RAY
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[ Wednesday
Mar 23rd 2005]
I just had a long talk with kristina.We where talking about alot of things that made me realize a few other things. This whole summer was like a big dream,i wasnt ready to hit reality once school started.

In the summer everyone was clam about everything we where just a bunch of kids having fun,once school hit up again we all started high school. ever since day one there was a problem occuring with everyone and everything.It seemed like i couldnt get a break for one day with out someone dragging me down.and i felt there was no one there to pick me up once i fell.But i thought about it and came to the conclusion that i did have someone there to help me.

I had alot of people that i just blocked away when things got tough.all in all i always had my friends and i didnt know that until a few weeks ago.I made some bad actions and chocies that i cant take back now,to be honest i wouldnt wanna take them back because now i can look at my past and know how to prevent those things from happening in the future.

I was able to learn from my mistakes and that makes it all worth it.we went through alot and it just goes to show that F5 + Travis will always be there for one another,love you guys with alll my heart<33 x 47343875345
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[ Sunday
Mar 20th 2005]
[ mood | pleased ]
[ music | Fall.. ]

this weekend was alot of fun =),it was nice outside for the most part,it reminded me of the summer from last year.which makes me wish that it was summer.this summer is gonna be awesome.whoaa.

Friday after school april and me came back to my hosue and ordered some pizza.it was a hell of alot better then the cafteria food me and bri have to wait 30minutes in line getting.we went outside and caught up with lauren after we where done eating. Lauren got a big bucket of water and poored it all over me.

Once she did that it was ON.she got my cell phone and hair all wet so i went in the garage and got 2 gallons of water and poored it all over her.it was great.while this was going on april was skateboarding and laughing at us because we got all wet.so me and lauren ganged up on her and got her drenched.

once we were decently dry.we walked over to jaiks house,april went to hang out with sarah and me and lauren hung out with jaik and dan.we played a game of baseball,but that only lasted like 20mintues.because after me and jaik were done bating we didnt wanna go in the out feild so we where like lets play basketball guys.

Lmfao,me and lauren suck at basketball we lost by like 20points.ew jaik and dan made me fall and i wriped my pants at the kneee.i was so mad another fucking pair of jeans gone.all well whatever now i have a reason to go shopping.

after we just sat on the trampoline and talked,then just chilled in the house.Jaik had to leave for work,right when he left i saw kristina and bri walkin towards my house.they came over for a while.lauren and dan left early so me bri and kristina ordered pizza and danced around the whole night.

saterday i had to wake up around 7 for practice.omg it was such a good practice,very nice outside.Mr.howe kinda held practice alittle later the usual though..but i didnt care.after practice i took a shower and hung out with natalie,bri,lauren,travis,dan and alexa..we were outside that whole day it was great..once it got dark we walked around my neighborhood.

Me,matt p.,and dan raced around part of my neighbodhood it was so great.on our way towards the end we saw bri lauren travis and alexa laying across the middle of the road it was so funny.then we walked over to courts house to see how she was doing..while we where there we ran into rob and matt i havent seen them in months.we all walked back to my house while possing for cars in the middle of neck road.aha

on the way back to my house we stoped by jaiks house because he was leaving for vaction the nexted day.after his house we hung out at my basement.everyone left by 10:30 besides bri cuz she spent the night yo.we watched the notebook and went to bed.the next day we went to the mall with my brother and his crush. it was so cute it was his first date ever.awwww.

the end <3
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