she hates who she see's in the mirror

almost_under @ 2005-04-11T21:27:00

2005-04-12T01:28:54Z

wow i dont think i would ever say this but i dont think im ever gonna update again. I might sometimes but not for a long time because i have nothing i want to say anymore...im tired of this. so you guys dont have to bother with my livejournal for now. Peeece homies <3

almost_under @ 2005-03-29T22:22:00

2005-03-30T03:25:41Z

Today was an awesome day,im so proud of my sarah nicohl.She was able to overcome alot of things that she never thought she could.today is the day that she put it all behind her and now its just in the past..and its never coming back into her life.gosh i love you sweetie <3333333 HURRRR RAY

almost_under @ 2005-03-23T19:27:00

2005-03-24T00:38:47Z

I just had a long talk with kristina.We where talking about alot of things that made me realize a few other things. This whole summer was like a big dream,i wasnt ready to hit reality once school started.

In the summer everyone was clam about everything we where just a bunch of kids having fun,once school hit up again we all started high school. ever since day one there was a problem occuring with everyone and everything.It seemed like i couldnt get a break for one day with out someone dragging me down.and i felt there was no one there to pick me up once i fell.But i thought about it and came to the conclusion that i did have someone there to help me.

I had alot of people that i just blocked away when things got tough.all in all i always had my friends and i didnt know that until a few weeks ago.I made some bad actions and chocies that i cant take back now,to be honest i wouldnt wanna take them back because now i can look at my past and know how to prevent those things from happening in the future.

I was able to learn from my mistakes and that makes it all worth it.we went through alot and it just goes to show that F5 + Travis will always be there for one another,love you guys with alll my heart<33 x 47343875345

almost_under @ 2005-03-20T17:42:00

2005-03-20T23:10:36Z

this weekend was alot of fun =),it was nice outside for the most part,it reminded me of the summer from last year.which makes me wish that it was summer.this summer is gonna be awesome.whoaa.

Friday after school april and me came back to my hosue and ordered some pizza.it was a hell of alot better then the cafteria food me and bri have to wait 30minutes in line getting.we went outside and caught up with lauren after we where done eating. Lauren got a big bucket of water and poored it all over me.

Once she did that it was ON.she got my cell phone and hair all wet so i went in the garage and got 2 gallons of water and poored it all over her.it was great.while this was going on april was skateboarding and laughing at us because we got all wet.so me and lauren ganged up on her and got her drenched.

once we were decently dry.we walked over to jaiks house,april went to hang out with sarah and me and lauren hung out with jaik and dan.we played a game of baseball,but that only lasted like 20mintues.because after me and jaik were done bating we didnt wanna go in the out feild so we where like lets play basketball guys.

Lmfao,me and lauren suck at basketball we lost by like 20points.ew jaik and dan made me fall and i wriped my pants at the kneee.i was so mad another fucking pair of jeans gone.all well whatever now i have a reason to go shopping.

after we just sat on the trampoline and talked,then just chilled in the house.Jaik had to leave for work,right when he left i saw kristina and bri walkin towards my house.they came over for a while.lauren and dan left early so me bri and kristina ordered pizza and danced around the whole night.

saterday i had to wake up around 7 for practice.omg it was such a good practice,very nice outside.Mr.howe kinda held practice alittle later the usual though..but i didnt care.after practice i took a shower and hung out with natalie,bri,lauren,travis,dan and alexa..we were outside that whole day it was great..once it got dark we walked around my neighborhood.

Me,matt p.,and dan raced around part of my neighbodhood it was so great.on our way towards the end we saw bri lauren travis and alexa laying across the middle of the road it was so funny.then we walked over to courts house to see how she was doing..while we where there we ran into rob and matt i havent seen them in months.we all walked back to my house while possing for cars in the middle of neck road.aha

on the way back to my house we stoped by jaiks house because he was leaving for vaction the nexted day.after his house we hung out at my basement.everyone left by 10:30 besides bri cuz she spent the night yo.we watched the notebook and went to bed.the next day we went to the mall with my brother and his crush. it was so cute it was his first date ever.awwww.

the end <3
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almost_under @ 2005-03-17T17:06:00

2005-03-17T22:07:04Z

****She puts on an act,makes pretend that things are okay giving you a hint that she is fine.but if you look past that and into her eyes your able to see the true feelings...the pain but the question is do you even try to look hard enough..to see whats really happening.

and when she looks in the mirror each day and she see's someone she never wanted to become.Someone she never thought she would become but now is.When she looks in her eyes she see's someone who is lost and insecure..she see's pain that can never be covered up with makeup.nor a pretend smile. ****

this week went by fast whoa tomarrow we have a half day and then all i have to do is put up with this for one more week then spring break.i cant wait..ew i was supposed to go to indiana with bri alexa and travis for the break but since i have softball i cant.which sucks =(.

Yesterday in SRE..me and bri were listening to No doubt and started singing for everyone.Mr.Harrison got all mad at us and brought us in magazines to look at today so we were acting all hyper and whatnot.lmao that didnt really stop us from being are selfs.

the end..

almost_under @ 2005-03-13T14:53:00

2005-03-13T20:13:15Z

This week was a busy week,softball started so the whole week i was at practice.Monday after practice kristina and court came over for a little we walked around the block because it was such a nice day =)..

Friday after practice was over i convinced my mom to take me to get a new phone..because mine is a piece of shit.so i got a new cell phone whoahaha its alot better then my other one. the other one turned on when it was already on and frooze alot.

After i got my phone,i picked up alexa and bri. We made pizza which took like 30minutes it wouldnt cook god dam it.then we watched Oceans eleven and whatnot.They left around 9:30,i had practice the next morning.at 8:45 until 11:30.

Practice wasnt bad at all i had fun,Lauren needs to work on her throwing because she can throw really fast but she has bad AIM lmao not all the time but she threw a softball directly at my shine and it hurt like a bitch cuz there was no way i could have caught that one.

After practice i went home and took a shower.Jaik came over we chilled for a while then lauren came over as well. She left for like an hour and Dan came over.me jaik and dan walked over to laurens house to get her that took about an hour and a half.when we were walkin back to my house lauren jumped on this ghetto tire swing and almost fell it was great.someone made a tire swing with carpet how retarded is that.lmfao

Jaik had to leave early,after he left dan lauren and me ordered pizza and wings.we watched a movie but i fell asleep half way through it..dan left around 9 something and lauren spent the night <3

the end.

almost_under @ 2005-03-06T12:55:00

2005-03-06T18:40:51Z

Yesterday was alot of fun.As soon as i was done getting ready and whatnot Jaik and Dan came over,lauren came an hour after they did.she told us to meet her half way but we walked only 5 feet outside my house and she was already close to us so we stoped.we hung out in the basement watched secret window and ate pizza.Dan broke part of my god dam phone..my phone is a piece of shit.

By the time secret window was over i had to pack my stuff for kristina's and get ready for the concert to see FFL play.I brought Dan lauren and Jaik there it was fun.alot of people where there.and Far From London played well.bri punched me in the stomach while i was talkin to her and dan she knocked the wind out of me that bitch hits me all the time and it hurts abusive.

Once it was over laurens mom took me and jaik home,well she took me to kristina's and i spent the night there.We went down stairs to watch drop dead fred but that never happened.gosh that night was so much fun.Court was walkin side ways and she was like " hey look im like a crab"..then i was like bringing blankets down cuz kristina made me as i was walkin back down court was like "what are you carrying?" i was like Blankets what do you think? she was like "i dont no dead bodies".

Then later on we are all talkin and here comes court from upstairs sliding on the hard wood floor it was so random and she got the biggest floor burn on her arm..such a dumb ass."They will never know because we are all sexy..we really are"good times good times F-5 much love<3

in the morning me and kristina made breakfast for everyone and watched golthika..my mom came and picked me up all early im like wtf?

the end <3

almost_under @ 2005-03-03T21:53:00

2005-03-04T03:08:12Z

This week went by so fast,geeze tomarrow is friday hell yes.Monday after school lauren dan and jaik came over.We watched with out a padel.it was a funny movie if i do say so myself.I liked it lol.the whole week consist of jaik comin over sometime dan too =).My brother went to bri's house to get this crazy pink hat monday to wear it tuesday for crazy hat day, and it wasnt even hat day tuesday.ahahaha

Lauren slept over like monday night because she didnt want to go home to her mother,so she crashed at my casa.we walked over to her house to get her clothes whilei was in there i d-block these buffalo strips from her freezer and ran out with them.we had a delay for school the next day because of the snow so we got to sleep an extra hour and a half YES!!!

Today lauren jaik and dan came over again we watched this movie i dont know what its called something blue eyes it was also a good movie."FUCKIN EAT THE COOKIE" "IM THE OWNER OF THIS REATURANT". lauren and dan go out their cute together im happy for them <3.tomarrow i think im goin to bri's house or something WHOA. i havent hung out with her since like sunday lol =)

[] About You []
1.What is your name: Catelyn
2:Your Name Backwards: nyletac
3.Date of birth: september 9th
4.Male or female: female
5.Astrological sign: idk
6.Nicknames:TL,Katiebell,Cate
7.Occupation: student
8.Height: 5'9
9.Weight: 126
10.Natural Hair color: brown
11.Natural Eye color: brown
12.Where were you born:NJ
13.Where do you live now: Burlingtion
14.Age: 14
15.Screen names: Unspok3n w0rds
16.E-mail address:uh i dont have one lol
17.What does your screen name stand for:i have alot of thinks i keep inside.
18.Pets: 2 cats and two dogs =)
19.Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake: 14
20.Piercings: i hatd 7 now im down to three
21.Tattoo's: i wish i had one on my lower back!
22.Shoe size: 8
23.Righty or lefty: lefty all the way
24.Wearing: sweat pants and a tank top
25.Hearing: Underoath
26.Feeling:very happy but tired.
27.Eating/drinking: water!

[] Love and Relationships []
28.Have you ever been in love: Not "in love"
29.How many people have you said "I love you" to: one
30.How many people have you been in love with: none at the moment to young.
31.How many people have you kissed: 5? or 6 i dont know.
32.Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: on the cheek
33.How many people have you dated: only three
34.What do you look for in a guy/girl: a nice personality, nice hair.
35.What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: their HAIR
36.What type of guy/girl do you usually go for: Surfer,in shape,good to me,nice.
37.Do you have a crush right now: I have a boyfriend
38.If so who is it: Jaik
39.Do you believe in love at first sight: Nope not at all
40.Do you remember your first love:stop with the in love shit
41.Who is the first person you kissed: hmmm =/
42.Do you believe in fate: i dont know
43.Do you believe in soul mates: yes.
44.If so do you believe you'll ever find yours: yeah

[] Have You Ever []
239.Mooned anyone: nah
240.Been on a diet: well in 5th grade i barely ate..
241.Been to a foreign country: yep
242.Broken a bone: my arm
243.Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling: ew no
244.Swear at a teacher: under my breath
245.Got in a fight:not a fist fight but a fight fight
246.Dated a teacher: wtf grosss
247.Laughed so hard you peed your pants: yes
248.Thought about killing your enemy: nah
249.Gone skinny dipping:no
250.Told a little white lie: all the time
251.Told a secret you swore not to tell: No
252.Stolen anything: yeah
253.Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid: definatly.
254.Been on TV: No
255.Been on the radio: nope
256.Been in a mosh pit: ahaha nah
257.Been to a concert: no ;[
258.Dated one of your best friends: well maybe
259.Loved someone so much it made you cry: yeah
260.Deceived somebody close to you: yeah
361.Came close to dying: nope
362.Cheated on a bf/gf: i guess if you count that one time..ew dont wanna bring it up
363.Gave someone a piggy back ride:Lots of times
364.Terrorized a babysitter: i dont no
365.Made a mud pie: yeah
366.Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff: yes
367.Snuck out of the house at night: yeah
368.Been so drunk you don't remember your name: nope
369.Had an eating disorder: in 5th grade my eating habbits were BAD.
370.Felt like you didn't belong: yeah
371.Felt like the 3rd wheel: definatly
372.Smoked: nope
373.Done drugs: no
374.Been arrested: no
375.Had your tonsils removed: nope but i might have to
376.Gone to camp: no
377.Won a bet: yes
378.Written a love letter:nah
379.Gone out of your way to be with the one you love:not out of my way where i could get in troulbe but i make time for him
380.Written a love poem: all the time
381.Kissed in the rain: hmm not in the rain
382.Slow danced with someone you love: someone i like alot.
383.Participated in cyber sex: no
384.Faked an orgasm: no
385.Stolen a kiss: no
386.Asked a friend for relationship advice: yes
387.Had a friend steal your bf/gf: no
388.Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love: yeah
389.Gotten a speeding ticket: no
390.Done jail time: nope
391.Had to wear a uniform to work: nope i dont work
392.Won a trophy: yes
393.Thrown up in public: ew ahah yeah
394.Bowled a perfect game: I suck at bowling
395.Failed/got held back: no
396.Got perfect attendance in grade school: nah
397.Roasted pumpkin seeds: wtf no
398.Taken ballet lessons: no
399.Attempted suicide: no
400.Cut yourself:........uhhhhhhhhhh

almost_under @ 2005-02-27T21:58:00

2005-02-28T03:02:01Z

Bri's Plot of Killing me:

burriedaxlie: bri's death plot against cate: tell her "yeah you should keep taking those tylonal pm's they make you healthier, hell you should be taking 20 a night it will make you see better and stuff =)" then cate listens to bri's advice and she dies =)

unspok3n w0rds: dam
unspok3n w0rds: okay let me go take 20
burriedaxlie: ARE YOU DIEING YET?!
unspok3n w0rds: yeah
unspok3n w0rds: my heart is racing
unspok3n w0rds: i cant see straight
burriedaxlie: hahahahhahahahhahaha
burriedaxlie: ::grins at succeful plan to kill cate::

almost_under @ 2005-02-27T15:40:00

2005-02-27T21:14:22Z

This week flew by so fast.The whole week was kind of a blar to me,I didnt go to school tuesday because in the morning i passed out and felt so weak it was crazy like all week after school Jaik came over and we talked alot and just hung out.One of the those days my brother came down stairs with us and he went on the tredmill and fell off of it because it was to fast for him.his face was priceless. =)

Friday was alright,after school Jaik walked over and we went down in the basement and listened to "bruce" because he is obssesed with him.lol Dan came over too but left to go to seven eleven because we put in Lord of the rings and dan doesnt like that movie to much..which is bull because those movies are awesome.me and jaik were naming our friends to the characters that best fit them it was funny "Dan's my horse because i like to ride him" ;)

Dan finally came back half way in the movie Lauren was the only other person that was supposed to come over but matt and jimmy stoped by to.at my house you can never have just one person over always lots of people..allwell more fun that way i guess.until my mom gets pissed lol.we all just hung out in the basement and just talked the rest of the night.

Lauren spent the night,but she left around 9:30 because she had a doctor apointment.So i took a shower and what not then straightened my hair.while i was straightening my hair Matt,Jimmy,and Jaik walked in my house,so i finished my hair then we went down stairs and we finshed watching the lord of the rings extended version.Bri and alexa came over while we where watching it..once the movie was finally over the guys left.and tarah and travis came over.

Travis brought DDR over and i couldnt find my remote to change the thing on the tv so he could play it so he was flippin out on us trashing my basement looking for the remote aha it was great.then the guys came back over,which added up to about nine people whoahaha dam.we walked around the neighborhood, and just hung around like usual.

Later on me and bri went in my dad's boat,the inside of it and talked about stuff,she was like "these are times i wish.." i tried to finish her sentence by saying "you where alone" she was like "uh no when i wish DAN was here"it was so funny gotta love her<3and her moments she wishes dan was around.then we walked into my room and sat around,bri had to leave she left me with alexa jaik dan and mattlmao matt seemed mad that night for some reason.

idk what was up with that kid.but we all went in the basement and watched collateral its a pretty good movie tom cruise was in it.right when alexa saw him in it ..it reminded her of Josh and how he wants to man handle tom cruise ?lol.? Alexa kept stairing at dan because it pissed him off aha then she tickled him he flipped out gosh he is such a baby. I had a empty water bottle in my hand and i hit jaiks head with it and it bounced of and hit me in the forehead.i was in shock that it came back and hit me...

alexa slept over and left around 3? now i have to go study for some shit im gonna wind up failing!
the end<3

almost_under @ 2005-02-22T19:03:00

2005-02-23T00:29:06Z

I have'nt updated for while.I guess its because i dont wanna write about my life and make pretend that everything is okay for you guys when for sure as hell its far from perfect/good.however my long weekend was pretty fun until it hit monday night from then its been the worst beyond worst and its not gonna get better in my book.

Enough with the bad shit because im sick of thinking about it because tears just roll down my eyes its not worth it.I'll stop.Thursday wasnt that bad,after school a bunch of people came over my house.Bri,Alexa,April,Lauren,Christian,Josh, Travis,and sean..We hungout down in the basement for most of the time. Travis Lauren Christian alexa and I walked around the block to get fresh air. I think that was the first time a ran in a while lol.pretty sad.

Bri and Lauren Slept over that night,but lauren left all early like 8 ? because she had to get her braces off.By the way her teeth are beautiful they are nice and straight =). Me and bri woke up later on and chilled the whole day then got ready for the FFL concert.They were really good. i had a good time.

After the concert me and travis went to bri's house and made pizza.Travis left around midnight and i crashed at bri's house.Oh geeze saterday wasnt the best day in the morning.aha i got so pissed because my PANTS rippeed in the ass (5 pair so far) gosh im losing pants like crazy.its sucks cuz now i have to but new ones lol.Bri's mom took us to the burlington mall because bri wanted to go to american eagle.and we got some new stuff then went back over to my house,and decided to rent a movie so we rented heartbreaker which is a reallly good movie.in the middle of it jaik and dan came over.

After the movie we all went out and sat on my roof talked and stared at the stars yo.i saw the BIG DIPPER.jaik laid back and me and bri just sat there planning how he was gonna fall and what was gonna happen after lmao... it got cold so we went in the basement and hung out, talked the usual then around 10 they went home.

at about 12 lauren planned her excape from home and ran all the way to my house and knocked on the basement window for us to let her in omg it was the funniest shit everrr ahh ill never forget that it was hilarious shes crazy. then lauren left around 1 then me and bri went to bed. I love lauren with all my heart i dont know what im gonna do if she leaves because she is great to talk to and brings you up when your down.all around great person.<3

Sunday was alright,lauren,dan,bri and sean came over.we watched dogeball and shit.once they left me and bri went to her house.Travis called us and was like i wanna hangout so we walked over to get travis.bri's mom let travis sleep over.HELL YES.! so much fun. me bri and travis have the best insiders of all times.we played the ouija board that night aha holy shit.Bri was like "cate when the board glows it means ghost are present".So while im doin that game my pants start to fuckin glow on my ass and leg. IT was crazy i jumped up and tried to swip it off my leg.

*BRI:i wanna do it with cate with our eyes closed.. who doesnt?!
*travis throws napkin at me..oops sorry i thought you were the garbage.
*claps.
*Travis on phone with dad:what do you mean double green doors?!
*Porn video insider:omg i love blondes!!
*Travis lookin like he is drunk.Me:"travis what are you doing?" Travis "um im talkin to the cat"

GREAT TIMES I LOVE GUYS TO DEATH!!!!!!!!!!!

almost_under @ 2005-02-13T17:51:00

2005-02-13T23:30:37Z

The wonderful bri getting ready for the movies!<3

Lauren's Pimped hair that we dyed<3

Matt playing one of his songs for us on my brothers not so nice gutiar

Christian ::i tried to do that but i fell ahahah::

ahh one of those days i didnt want my picture taken =/

Bri trying what christian did lol

ALEXA, CHRISTIAN, AND BRI<3

you like lauren's hair??!?!?????

The end bitches <3

almost_under @ 2005-02-12T13:39:00

2005-02-12T19:02:55Z

geeze this week went by so effin slow.It was prob one of the worst weeks of my life,hated it.atleast its over.Friday i had three test to take in a row one after another boo it sucked i failed two of them i think.Me and lauren got intouble again from our math teacher he threatens to put me in a time out i think its the funnyest thing ever!x4582

Then in spanish we had a firedrill oh god it was so cold outside in a shirt sleve.Three boys from my class took the spanish test outside with them and tried to get the answers from one another,and our teacher saw them ahaha they started to run away from her.they got in alot of trouble,but it was funny though..that was like the best class ever for that day because we got dounkin donuts =) hell yes!

When i got home from school i got yelled at for our computer getting a virus because it was a new computer but its all good we fixed it.Lauren called me around 3 something she wanted to dye her hair but she didnt wanna do it alone so i walked over to her house.we dyed her hair i got it all over her forehead and my hand.it was fun thought her hair turned out so0o good ill post pictures of her hair later.

Yesterday was the first day that i went to laurens in like a year,thats long.after we finally got done dyeing her hair we walked back to my house for some pizzzza.then i straightend her hair gosh i love her hair i wanna dye mine now but im scared it will turn out not so good so im not.anywho we listened to a bunch of music and danced around my house.

Lauren called sean and we told him to get over here and he did.we went on the trampoline of like 10minutes its to dam cold outside.i really want spring to come i hate coldness.when we came in we watched a movie,sean kept through pop corn at me that fool.I tried to play this game on his pone and i failed,it was so hard i kept dieing.dfjdhcvnks.they both left around 11:00 last night,then i went to on the computer and went to bed.

the end <3

almost_under @ 2005-02-09T18:57:00

2005-02-10T00:35:22Z

Gosh,this week has been crazy.I think this is one of my worst weeks ever x138470,but it seems to be getting better as this day is goin on,hopefully tomarrow and the rest of the week will be better then the past days.Earlier i found out some news by alexa which made my heart stop and i wanted to die or runaway forever and ever.

But then i went in my room and thought about it and found out that im gonna be okay and that someone cant screw my life up because i shouldnt care what others think of me.if they dont care about my feelings why should i care about theirs.they can just go blow me.(alexa thanks for listening to my complains i love you so effing much).

okay you guys are probally like okay Cate why are you telling us about all your drama and blah blah blah,im so sorry i just needed to get that out of my system.now that a quarter of my prolems are out i'll change subjects...

I had to go get my blood taken today and when they took it i felt so sick i thought i was gonna pass out when i was in the car.i saw like just black the whole time going home.when i finally can see again were drving past the high school,and all i could see was one of the light thingers fall in the street,"since when can they move" mwuaha. 4 cars crashed it was crazy stuff.

In first period today me and lauren got yelled at for talking.I wouldnt be that mad if i was actually talking to her but we wherent even effin talking.i was just looking at my paper and he flipped out on me and said ill move you to the corner dont make me seperate you.I was like "oh snap you did not just yell at me for shit i didnt even do" then i put chapp stick on "cuz my lips really burned" jk but he yelled at me for that too..he was like its not the time to fix yourself.wtf?chapp stick its CHAP stick not lipstick or eyeliner.he can lick 'em up.oh yeah i got to hang out with lauren during school gosh i love her so much and i missed her alot x566705670<3

oh yeah and i found out my dad wants to move to tennesse,wtf?he has been looking for houses for five yrs now..and he is doin so good with his job right now he wants to spend his money on a new house and land.i dont know how seriously this guy is but my mom said he has his heart set on this house,but he might not buy it because he knows how much i love this place and he might wait until i get out of high school.but life doesnt revolve around me so i might move, i might not.i doubt we will anytime soon though..i hope we wont because i love my friends and i dont wanna leave them behind even though a new school might be a good thing in some cases for me.

im sorry for the complains
love you guys <3

almost_under @ 2005-02-07T21:36:00

2005-02-08T02:44:40Z

You never know how much something or someone means to you until it or they are gone..the things that happen to you all the great times in your life build up in just uh memory.memories last a life time and you will teasure them forever and ever x237834.

the end<3

almost_under @ 2005-02-06T16:56:00

2005-02-06T22:58:41Z

This week went by so slow,we got our classes changed urg i have spanish.i hate spanish im already failing that subject,other then that class my schedule is pretty easy.I switched my SRE so now im in bri's SRE,so much fun<3I had a test in spanish on friday and we got it back at the end of the period i failed =( 40% bitch.after school on friday travis,bri,april,alexa,and christian came over.

April had to go babysit some kids down the street so she left around 4 and came back just in time for the movies.we all just hung out in my basement, Bri and Alexa kept hitting christian in the balls he just took that shit and didnt do anything about it.he was like "i dont hit girls".lmao what a gentlemen!!but then yet he slaped me in the face to prove a point,i was like "oh no you didnt".lmao.i was in shock i was like wtf was that for bia.

aha right before the movies bri and christian where climing up this poll i have in my basement i took pictures of that stuff ill post them sometime later i dont feel like it now but i thought it was cool so i tried it and fell and landed on the edge of my table.it effin hurt like crazy but it was funny as hell.after we ate pizza my mom droped us all off at the movies to see boogeyman with a whole bunch of people.

I would recomend that you dont go waste you money seeing that movie.yeah i jumped once but it sucked i didnt like that movie at all.the only reason it was scary was because of the loud music.thats it.booo lol.i got this icey thing though it was hella good.when the movie was over alexa's mom picked up me bri alexa and april.we droped april off at home and me and bri slept over alexa's.aha april slipt on the sidewalk walkin back in her house,it was so funny she always falls she triped off the bus like 5times.=)b4 we went to bed alexa was like "me bri and cate are gonna go smoke crack" to her parents and her mom was like"save some of me" and her dad was like"are you serious?" holy shit it was so funny i love her parents.

I was so tired so i past out around 2 we woke up around 10:30 in the morning.we ate breakfast then alexa's family took us to the cherry hill mall.alexa got alot of clothes from american eagle and whatnot.I got like 3 shirts because i need clothes,geeze i need jeans i had to throw away 4 pairs of jeans today because i gained weight and i cant fit into them anymore.a size zero to a size 4 bitches lol.we spent the hole day at the mall..gosh i never shopped that long i was dieing to sit down for an hr or so.but alexa was like come on so i stuck it out lol.

After the mall alexa droped me and bri off at my house,bri slept over.we watched movies,talked and listened to music all night.around like 8:45 we walked around my neighborhood in these outfits that looked hella banging lmao.but anywho we walked around and these little kid were outside,i saw them from like 10 feet away they were throughing around snow balls.I was like if any of them kids dare to through any snow at me ill poor all my yogert drink in there faces.when we were walkin past them there moms were like its time to come in now...bri was like i hope she doesnt think were drunk or something.it was priceless.

We woke up around 12 in the morning.eg sunday all ready dfjhda i hate school x23012.my mom took me and bri out to the mall really fast so i could get a few pairs of jeans because we all knew that i was in need of them.aha like 4 pairs has holes in my ass and the others dont really fit anymore.ew after we got out of the mall i found out that they left the sensers on some of the clothes i was flippin out i was like dam i could have stole this shit with out the buzzer goin off instead of buying them lmao.we hung out with april when we got home and they both left at five because of the eagles game.boo eagles arent my best of best team.ug and on the Radio they sing that stupid song "fly ealges fly to the road to victory" omg its so anoying aha.My brother was like"swore eagles swore right into the door"it was random and funny at the time.

This Valentines day is goin consist of me watching cute romantic movies at home,all my friends will be out
sounds so fun guys maybe ill chill with my heather SL for life<3!!!holy shit that EAGLES SONG IS ON AGAIN.the tv wont stop with that song.

The End <3

almost_under @ 2005-02-04T16:47:00

2005-02-04T22:12:19Z

Travis,April, and Bri <3

Good times *

Bri cakes playing the Geetar =)

Nioce.

Bitch look foools

2 seconds before me and bri started dancing to old school musica

LMFAO!We went to B.Bernice young school for my brothers basketball game and saw a project that says i like to poo?

aha love you guys <3 xox

April and Bri =)

Irish Drunk and Eat Alot of Pasta Italian.

ahahaha

"back up boy i aint your toy or your piece of ass"

HATTTS

The End, Comment <2

almost_under @ 2005-02-01T18:39:00

2005-02-02T01:20:03Z

So this weekend was okay it went by fast though.Saterday I spent the whole day hanging out with alexa,bri,and travis which was loads of fun.Bri's mom took us all to the cherry hill mall because bri was gonna freak if she didnt get some new pair of jeans,which was okay by me because i love going to the mall to waste time.when we went to american eagle bri got rejected by her mom its was so funny. me and alexa where looking at jewlery and we saw bri walk across she went to her mom to see if she could get something and her mom was like "what does this look like a shopping spre (sp?).
lmfao love you bri =).

After the mall we went to get some pizza from papa johns to bring back to bri's house for dinner.Alexa,bri,and i sang to brand new while travis listened.Once we got to bri's house we ate dinner yum i love pizza good stuff.so we all went into bri's room and just talked.Travis pulls out this birthday card bri got for her birthday in december from her aunt.he just busted out laughing because of the saying on it "you bring the coolness to the family" i think thats what it said anyways he got alexa and himself laughing for about an hr NOT funny after the first 10minutes.love you guys =)

Travis left all early like seven or so,Me and Bri put on some old music me and her listened to in the 5th and 6th grade geeze we have been friends for a long time now.old friends are always the best of friends though,boy i dont know what i would do with out that girl.anywho we put pink,Otown,Backstreet boys,and some Now cd on then went around dancing to the songs that we still some how know all the lyrics to.we put on all these clothes on like skirts over jeans,Bathing suit tops over top over Tank tops and whatnot it twas fun*

Alexa was a party pooper and sat on the bed or computer while we were dancing around like fools.But she came in handy with taking pictures with my camera of me and bri dancing score!Im gonna post those in soon when i get my files back on this new computer i just got cuz my other one is retared.aha me and bri went outside while alexa was on the computer.we acted like we were track runners and ran the neighborhood then we acted like soccer players and kicked ice back and fourth.AKA soccer isnt my best talent i'll say no more about that;).

We watched the movie Thirteen before i past out and went to bed.That movie is a awesome movie and im like in love with it.its such a good story line.Im buying that shit yo lmao.ew sunday sucked so bad.(im not gonna get into details)Monday was cool though.after school travis alexa,april and bri came over.

Alexa left around 3 it was all good though.me and bri got april and travis into the old school music dancing spirit woop woop we all got dressed up again and took pictures.later we went to my brothers game because i promised him that i would be there so we picked up dan and went down the the school to watch his basketball game.once the game was over we walked back home...DAN and TRAVIS pushed me into the big piles of snow in my neightborhood about 4 times.COLD!eh i miss my old lunch x23705 and eveyone in it!!
aka heather steph alexa and abony =( but the lunch i have now consist of april,bri,tara ebony,alysssa,and mike.but i still want my girls back in my lunch.

P.S. alexa you are not a S.L. anymore what part of that dont you understand =)aha I love you lots and lots.<3

thats all folks

almost_under @ 2005-01-28T15:46:00

2005-01-28T21:07:31Z

gosh.My computer broke on me,im at bri's.I turned the dam computer off two nights ago and it wont turn back on.my parents are flippin out on me saying that im the reason the computer doesnt work.whatever.Were gonna get a new computer tuesday yeppy finally.still,thats a long time from now..well to me it is.tuesday alexa slept over,(wensday we didnt have school).On wensday Bri came over to hang out with me and alexa.its was fun i guess.we just watched tv. in the basement most of the time.we watch something on mtv.it was like "sweetsixteenth" ? idk but it was really stupid it was about this loser girl that wanted to perfect sweet sixteen with this guy she was in love with. Of course he is all popular and shit while she was a geek.

After the show we walked around the block to get sarah and april.It was so effin freezing out there.oh my goodness i want summer or spring to come.Boy do i hate the winter and all the COLD that comes with it.they all left around 7ish.i had off thursday to..score bitches =).anyways Friday we had our seventh block finals.We went to school and left by 9:30 heck yes.It was great.I took bri's so i could go to her house. we watched some of the o.c.then walked over to travis's.We stayed at his house for an hour or so.that was another cold walk.erg.I told travis to get me a hat and scarf to use on my walk back to bri's because my ears felt froozen.

He comes out of this one room with all these hats that his mom made.lmfao it was funny i was like no i ment a beanie or something.he picked up ear muffs and said " i wore these when i was like two"..i was thinking to myself that boy must have had a big head. I love you travis lmao we just chilled at his house,i got a water bottle from outside.I walked back in and i set it down on a table. i forgot all about it and i asked bri and travis where my water went.travis goes "your water broke" wtf?..anywho we left his house at like 2 because we needed to get back to bri's house to wait for her little sister to get home.

I was hungry as hell and there wasnt anythiing at her house to eat so we walked down to 7 11. I gots two hot dogs yum.lmfao but when we where walking there,we saw a small school bus driving by..all these boys were lookin at the windows watching us walk to 7 11. we where like wtf?hmm..i think bri might sleep over tonight and travis is coming over tomarrow!!! Cant wait.

The end<3

almost_under @ 2005-01-23T18:08:00

2005-01-23T23:45:44Z

Its Snow time <3

oh let the snow hit down b4 our faces ;)

Catch the SNOW bitches

Dont ask what i was doing..

This was 2seconds b4 my camera fell in the snow! *

Me =)

My Stingy Irish Drunk =0

Lovely

wtf?!?!

Nice hat =)

Okay enough of saterday heres pictures of friday!

Christian,Travis,April,Bri,and Me.

Christian and bri cakes <3

Travis and ME!

April about to stab travis with a meat stick =0

Christian you look emo aha nice pic

Trampoline time guysss

Old toys

LMFAO! thats before travis made me fall.

LAST ONE!!!

Good times good times =)

Comment guys..love you

then end.<3

almost_under @ 2005-01-22T15:00:00

2005-01-23T20:25:08Z

My parents went away to alantic city for the weekend,so i spent the weekend at bri's. Saterday it snowed all day =)we were stuck at bri's house all day.we were gonna go to courtney's but the snow was kinda on the bad side.we went out in the snow for a bit.we put shorts tanks tops, and high socks on then ran outside in the snow.We took pictures with my camera.It was hella cold but it gave us something to do.

Bri droped her camera in the snow and it wont work now.So we took mine outside bri was like "i promise it wont fall in the snow",and guess what she droped it in the snow.aha i thought she broke it but it worked fine ;).we only went outside for about 10minutes then came back in.I made hot chocoalte.yum.

we went on the computer for a while,then we found out that the snow got deeper.We got like three pairs of sweat pants on and a sweatshirt then headed out in the snow.we did front flips in the snow,erg right when we where gonna come in i did a front flip and i went to high in the air and fell on my ass it hurt like a bitch.= /

Oh yeah we went on the trampoline too,and we tried to jump on the trampoline but it didnt work because there was to much snow on it.I walked over to one side of the trampoline as i did that the trampoline broke. LMAO aha it was so funny we slid of the trampoline and the pole went threw the part where you jump on.woops.

the rest of the day we just talked and listened to music.we put movies on but didnt watch them instead we talked or took pictures.I'll post them when i get home =) theres alot from friday and saterday.at night we were watching a movie and bri brought in two tasty cake brownie bar things.i stole one but i didnt know what it was. so i assked her what it was she was like "a diet bar" wtf? she is so greedy she told me it was a diet bar because she knows i dont eat anything diety and she didnt want me to eat it.

Then we had a heating blanket in her room i put it over my legs and she took it from me and then said dont worry you will get warm soon.gosh.i was like "god you stingy Irish Drunk!" then she goes "so...you eat alot of pasta...itailan."LMFAO!! omg i love bri so much that was so funny =).I fell alseep around 3 but the fire alram went off around 6 ? because her dad was making breakfast. we sat there and ignored it,we didnt know why it went off but we didnt wanna get up.geeze if that was a fire we would have died.. =0

erg its sunday..i dont wanna go to school and take finals tomarrow.darn

the end.

almost_under @ 2005-01-21T22:46:00

2005-01-22T04:06:41Z

This week went by before my eyes.gosh.after school my mom picked april,travis,bri,christian,and me up from school. its so cold outside god dam,we had to wait outside for my mom for about 10minutes.i was beyond cold.crazy.

anywho my mom took us to 7 11 to get hot Chocolate and French Vanilla Cappuccinos =).Yum.when we got home we went down in the basement and just hung out.I got my Camera and we all started taken random pictures ill post them later im to tired to post them right now.I stood near this pole in my basement and travis took my legs out and i was leaning against the poll so i fell on the wood FLOOR.it hurt,so i slaped him on the arm omg i left this mark on his arm i felt so bad.he wasnt mad or anything but i didnt think i hit him that hard.woops!

Travis had an idea of going on my trampoline outside. i havent been on that in a long time its been about 3 months.i did backflips and backhand springs i was shocked i could still do them ;).Christian was all over the place falling and stuff it was funny.but we didnt last outside it was to cold my hands went numb from taken pictures out there.once we got inside we watched a movie.

After the movie we had pizza and wings..score.travis left right when the pizza came aha that loser.after dinner we had to walk over to aprils and get money so she could go to the movies with bri,mahony,Josh,alexa,and I.It was so cold walking back and fourth her house isnt that close to be doing that.once we finally got back to my house we sat in the living room and talked.Christians mom came to pick him up.once he left bri april and i got ready for the movies.

We went to see White Noise,It wasnt that bad.Omg at one point i acutally screamed.Not a little ahh scream a loud high pitch scream.I didnt mean to but all well it slipped. I saw Lauren at the movies she went to see the same movie we went to.that was cool stuff,i miss her i havent seen her in a long time let alone talk to her.after the movie we waited outside the movies till my mom came to pick me and april up.then i went home.now im tired as hell..<3

The end.

almost_under @ 2005-01-19T17:06:00

2005-01-19T22:40:44Z

Today I had to get a physical after school,for softball.That took about an hour.I almost fell alseep in the room waiting for my doctor to come in.I was so tired all day,i've been kinda out of it these days.Anyway after i was done that my mom took me to burger king to get some dinner because my mom didnt plan on making dinner at home. And i demanded for some food.=) I found out i need blood taken,so i was like lets go now and get it done.Once we got to the place they closed wtf? i have no other time to get it done.i have to wait until saterday. Tina is coming over tomarrow i cant wait. I miss her dearly,i havent hung out with her in a while its almost been 3 months.tear ; ; ;.Then Friday i think bri april and christain are coming over then im gonna go to the movies with bri alexa april and a few other cool people to see white noise.lmao. My folks are leaving me and my brother for the weekend to go to alantic city for a party.=) Yeppy. awe its snowing outside,it looks so pretty.but i still wish it was spring or summer.

Love-
Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"?: yes. anyone can love someone, but actually being "In love" is something that not many people my age have experienced.(stole from alexa =) )

Is it better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all?: Im not sure because Loved is a great feeling that anoyone would want to feel and go through,but loving someone and then loosing them is really hard because its not easy to stop having feelings for someone that is no longer yours.

Are you romantic?:I guess
Are you in a relationship now?: I wish,NO.
If so, for how long?: ^
If not, how long have you been single?: I've been single for about 3 months now..=/
What song describes your love life right now?: I have no love life at the moment..

School Life
What's your school's mascot?: Falcons
School color(s)?: Black,White, and Gold...BABY
G.P.A.?: Not sure
Who is your favorite teacher?: Mr.Stec.
What do they teach?:History
Is this your favorite class?: No i like gym better.
Do you use any instant messengers?:Hell Yes
If so, which ones?: AIM?
About how many hours a day do you spend online?: lmmfao alot,but im away most of the time.
Do you have a digital camera?: YES! I got it for Christmas
If so, do you post pictures of yourself online?: Yeah alot because its away to past time when im feeling down.

Music
Do you play any instruments?: nope
If so, what one(s)?: ^
3 Favorite Genres Of Music:Classic Rock,rock,Emo, Punk
3 Favorite Bands:: wow, I have lots. Top 3 are probably Senses fail,Brand New,Something Corporate
Do you go to concerts and/or shows?:If i could i would

What is the most you've ever spent on a concert/show?: .......^
What is the least you've ever spent?:...^

Word Association
Blue:: Eyes.
Camera:: lots of pictures(witch means lots of memories)
Boy:: Love them <3
Pretty:: Flowers,
Pants:: Jeans
Music:: Helps me feel better when im down! Love music
God:: POWERFUL

Sweater:: Confy
Live Journal:: Awesome
MTV:: alright

Labels:
Do you think labels are dumb?: yesss
Why or why not?: yes because you shouldn't judge people for what they dress like, or the kind of music they listen to.because you dont no until you atleast get to know them

What do people label you as?: I don't really care.
How/Why did you get this label?: ^

Which Is Worse
Physical Pain/Emotional Pain?: Emotional
Blink-182/Good Charlotte?: Good Charlotte
Being Deaf/Being Blind?: being blind
Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do?: Being bored because i hate it

Losing your dominant leg/Losing your dominant arm?: uh my leg.

Ranomosity
War: Good or Bad?: bad
What do you think of designer labels?: alot of money
Who's skankier: Britney Spears or Paris Hilton?: Paris Hilton
What is it with guys and cars?: what.
Do you sing?: Around my friends and in the shower but im not good at singing.
Kiss or hug?: KISS
What color is your room?: Little blue
How old is your mom?: 38
Black and white or color photos?: Both
Who cuts your hair?: GINA
What color is your toothbrush?: Orange
What color is your hair brush?: Black
Is K-Mart just the poor man's Wal-Mart?: Both are ghetto Targets the best =)
Are you sexy?: Im not sure, uhh

What color to people tells you looks nice on you?:Brown and green
What color do you think looks nice on you?: Green,black
Clothes shopping or grocery shopping?: Clothes shopping,what kind of question is that
Who do you sit with at lunch? Alexa, Heather, Steph, and Ebony <33and then theres these ghetto girls at the other end.
Do you like the sound of your own voice when you hear it played back?: ehh No.
Who has the nicest speaking voice that you know?:thats an odd question.
Do you prefer to date people younger, older, or the same age as you?: older, or the same age.
Do you listen to songs on repeat often?: sometimes
Who was the last person you hung out with?:Dan,& Jaik
What did you and that person do?: We watched ancorman
Do you use internet shorthand (i.e. "lol", "brb", "jk", et cetera)?: Yes.
Are you a people-pleaser?: I try to make everyone happy even if it makes me feel worse? i guess so.

Do you dye your hair regularly?:Nah i keep it natural i cant rock the other colors =)
What about your eyebrows?: what ?fuck no
Do you wear makeup?: Yeah .
If you answered "yes", to #96, are you female?: that would be a yes.

almost_under @ 2005-01-18T16:43:00

2005-01-18T22:04:54Z

This week as been alright not the best week for me.Friday after school alexa came over.We planed on going to the movies to see oceans twelve,because i wanted to see it really badly.But alexa never saw Oceans eleven so we had to sit at my house and watch oceans eleven so she could understand oceans twelve.after oceans eleven was over,my mom took us to moorestown.I got a new purse at old navy,i dont really like old navy but their purses are cute<3

after we were done shopping we went to a pizza place it was good. we went back to my house after dinner and looked up what time the movie played at,the only time they had was 7:25 so we went then. Jaik and Dan came over around 6:30 they came with us to the movies.The Movie was really good but i dont think it was as good as the first one.the first one is always the better the second movies...in my opinion. my mom came to pick us when it was over and we droped the guys off,alexa slept over.

Saterday was okay,me and alexa woke up around 12ish,got ready for the day then basically chilled around the house.We rented "the day after tomarrow" on demand. I love that movie it was awesome.later after dinner we walked over and got april,then came back to my house.Alexa left early,so me and april went on the computer for a bit,Dan matt jimmy and jaik stoped by we hung out with them for a bit then went up in my room and watched a movie.she left at 10..i got bored so i walked in the basement and watch blue collar with my cousin matt and john.and i fell alseep around 2.

Sunday DEVIN CAME OVER.!! whoa i havent hung out with her in so long,i've missed her =(..Matt and Devin where both over it bought back alot of good times that we had when we were younger.I miss those days alot alot.gosh.its sad we used to be really close then we grew apart.anyways we took alot of pictures and talked because we needed to catch up.the guys came over again lmao they were over like Devin own at that game.it was 5 guys against me and dev.we everyday this weekend.we played this catch phrase thing because we got bored and had nothing better to do.Me and won almost evertime =).Devin slept over!! we stayed up until like 3 i finally fell alseep to senses fail =).

MONDAY NO SCHOOL HELL YES!Me and dev woke up at 1:20,i was lazy as hell and didnt get a shower until almost 3.Dev Left around four.okay well i dont feel like writing what else happened monday.Its so COLD!!! im gonna go get a sweatshirt.

The end.

almost_under @ 2005-01-17T20:23:00

2005-01-18T01:36:36Z

Devin<3

Me & Dev <333

Dakota on my messy bad =)

My love Bri <3

Me.....

Some of the guys with there backs turned.

lmao bri aha what are you doing?

The end<3